Sunday......

This is the day that I want to stay in bed.
This is the day that I want to hide from memories.
This is the day that I have to fight.
This is the day that I have to decide to get off my butt!
This is the day that I take all the advice I have given to others.
This is that day.

A Break from the Snow

So we drove Mom home yesterday. The drive started rocky --uhhh icy and snow--but got better. Where she lives definitely got less ice than we did. Funny that we spent the week worrying about her house when it was so much worse at ours. Hopefully we only have one more storm to get through. I do not like snow even though I heart snow days.

It was so comforting having mom here. Which means now we are all sad that she is back at her place.

Fighting the sadness has forced me to  clean,exercise, and even look at school work!

Still Here

I'm not gone!!! Hiding from the world with my mom and family.  The snow is a good insulator. We are all cudldled together helping each other deal with this grief that is so surreal. There are no words to express this pain, it washes over me at the most unexpected times.